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Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Feb 16, 2009

Long time no update

I went home on 17th last month. Today, on 16th this month, I'm sitting in chair, working. One-month-time is quite easy to elapse before we catch its evanescent character.

This year will be a busy one, especially under current economic situation all over the world. In coming July, I will start to hunt for a job. There're merely four months left for me to get ready. These 120 days may be even shorter than spring vacation passed yet.

This period is paramount due to three reasons. The first is that job pressure requires me to acquire various knowledge on algorithms, cooperating, experiences in projects, to name just a few. The second stress comes from dissertation, including paper and master dissertation, which determine the Niubility extent of universities who give me offers. The third unsaid factor may influence my life time -- Delia. I have been being with her only for three days -- at my sister's wedding. Do you call this kind of encounter the predestined relationship? Maybe. She is now getting a driver's license at her hometown, but after that her parents will help her seek a job in Beijing, where I stay. I have known little about her habits, interests, temper, wants and likes, not even the color she favors. After she comes to my place, I will make more contacts with her and seriously consider whether asking her to be my GF or not.

From this week, from today, from current second, minute, hour, I am forced to work hard for my dreams, no matter how lazy I was. It seems a long time since I determined to do meaningful things. I have lost my passion, and now I am going to get it back.

Dec 10, 2008

Bless My Sister

Bad news, though the symptom is relatively minor.

The old saying always works: Body is the most important factor.

All of us should live a  healthy lifestyle which contributes more and more to our physical bodies as we are walking towards the aged steadily.

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I should focus on my researches and paper, instead of checking msgs all the time. It is a bad habit for my success, and I know it exactly. Snior students in my lab told me that they felt it is extremely difficult to find an ideal job within a short time. They are now quite regretful of their wasting time before. Shouldn't I learn some lessons from their experiences? From now on, I will not run im softwares during work time. I swear.

Nov 11, 2008

Happy Single Day~

Next month will be a critical period for me. By the end of this weekend, I will submit all online applications and mail all supplemental materials, if time allows.

Just now, my collegue said that we would go on a biz travel to a province which hasn't been affirmed. The task is to deploy a report project. I would be happy to go if only I were in my undergraduate. Nevertheless, I am extremly boring to go now.

I cannot change this situation. The mere thing I can do now is to accept it and try to focus on my own researches.

Oct 20, 2008

It's a war!

It definitely is.

SOP, CV, References, Transcripts, to name just a few, are all demanding, pushing things.

I surely like to study in first-class graduate schools, as anyone else does, but it seems quite difficult.

Thanks for everyone's help. I am really appreciated. I will not make you disappointed.

Sep 8, 2008

Messed Up

iBT
Personally, I would have to say that ETS deserves thousands of people's aversion and antipathy.
I got up early to take test of iBT held in BFSU last Saturday, which turned out to be a farce.

There were about three or four students when Maggie and I arrived at library where certifications were supposed to check. We finished privacy provision and then deposited our sacks. Before we were about to stand in a line, Maggie received a call from a friend in America, which aimed to tell her jj of that day in North America. Of course, we were excited, in respect that we "had" known the independent part of speaking section, integrated part and independent part of writing section, which made us more despondent later.

We started to line up in the entrance of library at about 9:20.

We were still lined up, agitatedly, and didn't inch a little towards the door of library at 10:00.

We came to realize that something was definitely wrong. Indeed it was. Invigilators told us technicians couldn't access servers in America. We had to wait.

Then time lapsed second by second. It was over 12:00.

All of students there appeared to be worn out. In effect, we were out of status and would definitely render a bad performance if servers were available right then. We just didn't know how long we had to wait. Several persons kept making and receiving calls.

At 13:00, teachers told us that we were not allowed to check in after one o'clock and we had to choose one option from reexamination or refund. Thanks god. The farce eventually ended.

Flu
The positive thing of the farce is the fact that I have been in flu for two weeks. However, I have more time to recover from disease and may have a good score in speaking section. Recently, it is obvious that I am in sub healthy status. I decide to exercise after test. After all, health should be put in the first place.

American Teleplay
Now I am in season 03 of Friends. No subtitle. Flamboyant? Huh... No, I can only interpret approximate 60 percent of the content, which doesn't prevent me from understanding what is ongoing between Rachel and Ross, Chandler and Joey, Monica and Phoebe. Lesbian wife, Italian guys, Julie, Janice ... and you surely know what I'm talking about.

The Book Thief
Well, I'm regretful that I fail to keep trace of Leisel and Rudy -- the idiot. I have finished 70 percent of that book and will finish the rest parts in the coming vacation of National Day. Whether to go home or not to go depends on which day I take iBT.

Feb 14, 2008

Congratulations!

Zhao has received the offer from MS. It's the best news I have heard since New Year. He says he is too excited to describe his mood now. I am very happy too, and I have congratulated him on receinving this offer. In my SMS message sending to him , I suggested that he should affix his signature to the MS's contract.
I have bought tickets back Beijing, on 22nd this month. Dear everybody, I have being missing u all these days!
Oh, I almost forget that today is Saint Valentine's Day. Wish good endings to every pair of lovers in the world!